Man... just fuck it! (back to work)

★Current Mood: 😐 Exanimate
★Listening to: Lil' Kim- Slippin
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Man.... what a year and what a damn week that started off horrid and personally to me ended down right awful. I'm kind of fearful of what the rest of the weeks left of December will have in store for me, cause I'm personally not in the mood. Just a ton of IRL bs. Getting jerked around by doctors rn and its making me nervous about my health. My mental health has not been the greatest in the world the last few months. An I'm saying this as vague as possible so I don't scare folks nor do I care to be having my emotions on blast like that...when it comes to mental illness. Never been the type... but it is what it is. So its frustrating the hell out of me to have doctors not know wtf they are doing. Also taking the time to solely focus on myself and my art for a long while. Though isolating isn't ideal. Its the only time I can actually fucking get anything done for myself as well as my work and actually show progress.

Now onto fun ideas.. I have a few oc stuff on back log that I'm just itching to touch. Working on a comic that shortly explains the dynamic between my sona and my oc Rodney since he is also part of my sona's universe. But looking at the concept art, while nicely fleshed out I'm going to have to redo them entirely and do some inking process research to actually get stuff done. As well as going through my sketch back log folder to see what I can color and get out of my personal art folder. NTM... finish a few universe bios to at least post on my site..cause its all piling TF up... but yuh know my health comes first before personal and comms.

An oop new social updates. So from now on I will solely be using twitter as just an art page. Its way too distracting other wise and tbh for the best, since I just really want to use it to just display my work rn vs anything else. I been wanted to do this for like 2 years, but I was way to lazy to clear out following and just have it as a gallery type set up. Where I don't check it unless I'm going to post art.

Now that I have more time to focus on me a bit, things should be getting back to normal with not only commissions but also personal work. Gonna use that to just heal up after this year...too much has been going on and my brain is pretty much burnt out. Time to drown myself into my work. Ah yes the ultimate remedy. Well..that's what I like to tell myself anyways