MMMMM A good month for a big fat cat

★Current Mood: 😀 Artistic
★Listening to:  FKA Twigs - Ride The Dragon
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Wooooooooooooooo what a great start to my year and more!

So updates!! Came out to my mom as trans and got fully accepted as per my last entry. I am fully medicated and now my brain is working mad good. I'm able to just draw and not feel fatigued doing basic things. I'm chomping through my queue like its nothing and soon I'll be sure to be done with my commissions before the summer. An I haven't felt this confident and happy with my product turn out in a very long time. Since 2016 really. An this is a good thing. It just means I feel mentally healthy moving forward.

As for my transness and getting on T. Now that I don't feel the burden of being in the closet I actually don't mind waiting, since I'm on a waiting list atm. So Life is great in this department.

Got some work done and blowing through my queue and these are what I have so far and I love em. I hope to keep giving quality as I go through my queue!

 

As for personal work, TBH I've been keeping to myself but in time I will be posting more personal stuff. I just want to get my queue down a bit more. But I do need to post more personal and character concepts, cause I'm mentally getting fried. Like having a healthy balance with art. Though I'll admit, its getting addicting finishing stuff on my queue back to back so.. WE WILL SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE about this healthy balance stuff!!!

Some personal shit I deff need to finish ...I hate how I am near done and I just stop but oh well. It will get done eventually.

This one is a tester icon I'm just ??? with.. I  downloaded some odd traditional brushes but its looking kinda cool. also never drawn a seal before so meh good practice I'll be sure to finish.

Welp I have a ton more in personal I need to scan and start coloring...but as time goes cause... I have a personal project I need to get too as well. I cry. 

New Year, New Bitch!

★Current Mood: 😃 Awake
★Listening to: Björk- Mutual Core
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I'm so fucking hyped for this year!!!! You have no idea!!
I came out to my mom as trans on my birthday on Jan 4th and lets just say she fully accepted me. I was ready for a whole ass fight, for an argument, even being kicked out of my home. What I got was...I knew something was up, I accept you, and don't cut off your long ass hair LMFAOO

With all the internal family drama even being here before I was born.... between my mom and father.... and after a certain point in my teen hood ... me and my mom weren't exactly close. Hell we were pretty rabid towards each other. I'm honestly shocked she was so accepting. Maybe its the way I approached her. I mean at the end of the day she was all for this. An now I don't feel like there is this wall between my mom anymore.. I feel like I can actually talk to her and be around her without stress. I feel I can be around her as well and she is completely happy that I'm happy to just talk more to her. Now I feel damn maybe I should of did this years ago. So it was the start of a my year and it started off strong and great and honestly still is!

Also psych doctor GOT!!! I'm so ready for my appointment at the end of the month and to be back on meds. It has been so hard to actually focus on anything other than self care. I still have to make my appointments to get T....and so far they have been booked at planned parenthood. So I might check in with my actual clinic and see if they do HRT and if they do, good cause it would be closer to me...travel time wise.

So now I think I can focus on commissions again.. It's been hard even for my personal work at the end of last year but now I got some hope and some damn end results! So far messing with some stuff on my queue.

then this icon I need to finish this week at best

ALSO SUPER EXCITED FOR MY VISIT TO SEE MY PARTNER IN PHILLY FOR VALENTINES DAY!

Practically 2 weeks with my fave boopie. With so many planned dates. An a surprise date for the big day itself. Been trying to pry it out of my love since they told me. But they are being super tight lipped about it and I'm just jittery! I can not wait! To be honest I'm just super happy to get about 2 weeks of fun and fluffin if yuh know what I mean