Man... just fuck it! (back to work)

★Current Mood: 😐 Exanimate
★Listening to: Lil' Kim- Slippin
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Man.... what a year and what a damn week that started off horrid and personally to me ended down right awful. I'm kind of fearful of what the rest of the weeks left of December will have in store for me, cause I'm personally not in the mood. Just a ton of IRL bs. Getting jerked around by doctors rn and its making me nervous about my health. My mental health has not been the greatest in the world the last few months. An I'm saying this as vague as possible so I don't scare folks nor do I care to be having my emotions on blast like that...when it comes to mental illness. Never been the type... but it is what it is. So its frustrating the hell out of me to have doctors not know wtf they are doing. Also taking the time to solely focus on myself and my art for a long while. Though isolating isn't ideal. Its the only time I can actually fucking get anything done for myself as well as my work and actually show progress.

Now onto fun ideas.. I have a few oc stuff on back log that I'm just itching to touch. Working on a comic that shortly explains the dynamic between my sona and my oc Rodney since he is also part of my sona's universe. But looking at the concept art, while nicely fleshed out I'm going to have to redo them entirely and do some inking process research to actually get stuff done. As well as going through my sketch back log folder to see what I can color and get out of my personal art folder. NTM... finish a few universe bios to at least post on my site..cause its all piling TF up... but yuh know my health comes first before personal and comms.

An oop new social updates. So from now on I will solely be using twitter as just an art page. Its way too distracting other wise and tbh for the best, since I just really want to use it to just display my work rn vs anything else. I been wanted to do this for like 2 years, but I was way to lazy to clear out following and just have it as a gallery type set up. Where I don't check it unless I'm going to post art.

Now that I have more time to focus on me a bit, things should be getting back to normal with not only commissions but also personal work. Gonna use that to just heal up after this year...too much has been going on and my brain is pretty much burnt out. Time to drown myself into my work. Ah yes the ultimate remedy. Well..that's what I like to tell myself anyways

Holidays!!!

★Current Mood: 💖 Bouncy
★Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - We're In This Together
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Already the holidays for me and I'm exhausted but super fucking excited!! I get to spend a week with my philly cheese steak, full of adventures and dates galore. I have been excited for weeks if not down right anxious waiting for this date to come and I get to see my boopie this Saturday!

Not much art was created between my last visit till now both personal and commission wise. Honestly it has been a nice break to focus on my health both mentally/physically. However going to bring my sketchbook and  some markers with me to see if I can doodle some :p. Not sure how much will get done tbh since the week is spread out and planned but maybe something!!!

On to lovely news, me and my partner was able to get my lil cubling a switch for x-mas. They have been sold out completely in NYC since I last saw my boopie. However they were able to snatch one in their location out of state, that we went halfsies on. I'm hollerin so hard cause this is gonna make my daughter scream. I thought I wouldn't be able to get her a thing for x-mas cause that's literally all she wanted. An my partner basically was like not on my watch and found one in their area. 

Gosh I love them so much 

This year just ended so well and they made it possible.

Anyways not much of an update but still happy and exited! 

I'll see yalls in a week after my vacation and after x-mas! 

I'll be sure to have holiday/date pics to shared!!!