Tuesday, December 19, 2023

Man I'm Tired, but what a good fucking year

Current Mood💨 Tired
Listening to: Zeromancer - Flirt With Me
Watching: An American Tail
Reading: Fanfiction
Playing: Nothing
Eating:  Chinese fried chicken with shoelace fries
Drinking: Jasmine milk tea



Tis the holidays and I am beyond tired. all my cons I was vending at this year is over and I am ready to PARRRRRRRRRRTY. 

As much as I love vending at cons, I can not leave that party bitch behind and so happy I got a cybergoth/industrial event this Saturday. Kinda sick of being in the house and working rn. I WANT TO MOTHA FUCKIN PARTY AND GET CRUUUUUUUUNK!

Went to Ulana's goth/industrial event this Saturday and maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan I had a fucking blast. It's no secret at the start opf covid I was still in NYC and my party days were put on hold with the goth events back with the nightlife Gotham city halo. While parties were still being hosted I just refused to go since at the time there was no vaccine and Mfers were just not masking. So I haven't been to one in 3 or so years. Now that I'm super vaxxed and still mask I head to events again and man I need this. I got drunk, and danced with so many other goths and it was just good feels.

It pains the hell out of me that I missed a very obvious social cue with the bartender though. There was a  tall woman in leather with a huge 70's afro who well ....kept flirting with me. Now at first I thought she was being nice cause I tip with every drink I buy and I bought about 7 including a shot of Jack. she had casually brought up how she is a dominatrix and works for the owner and is great friends with her at the establishment and she wants to host a BDSM goth night to bring her subs. She also while flirting said you should come too you look very beautiful and would love for me to attend. Now my stupid ass only thought oh she is being nice but she was doing more than being nice...aaaah well next time since she works there weh weh.

Also vid from the party


The next event is tomorrow at the Christmas Village and I am excited weeeeee and trying to see if I can make another goth event to dance the year away before the new year hits. Not much art sharing cause Imma be real living life after getting married and ion got time for online if I don't finish work to post... I'm partying it up thank fuck.


Also, not much going on I have been arting, trying to not forget drawing skills or what I learn. But being a selfish biotch and keeping it to myself until I am ready to post really or finish things until I see fit..so yeah I am being a bit anal with my work.... but here is some stuff I'm working on

Any ways doing some personal small work for myself and the hubs, got some ways to go before this is postable.



and this image was from 2016 that I decided to finally put some color on also not done at all but sneak peaks sneak peaks



Cya for now time to get my party on wooohoooo