Wednesday, April 9, 2025

Tired Kitty is Tired

 
Current Mood: 💫 Busy
Listening to: Orgy -Dissention
Watching: Mr.Queen
Reading: Fanfiction
Playing: R.E.P.O
Eating:  Pizza and hot wings
Drinking: Cola







So, here are some updates...
I may have to leave my job due to discrimination against my disibility, but I am taking them to court if I can. I just hope I have enough proof and the fact I have a witness as well. I'm just in awe and shocked that it even came to this. I can't say too much about this cause I don't want to say the company I worked for or anything until this all gets resolved and they get into some serious trouble. However, after I asked for accommodations for my disability, they claimed I needed to get documents signed by April 25th. Well, I let them know my doctor can sign them on May 12th cause that's her earliest appointment for me. And if I can have a medical leave until then. Simple enough, right? lol welp it turned to a shit show.

They then proceeded to get me on a teams call and my trainer pulls her supervisor on call and of course its some cocky power hungry man who goes on about this job is tough its not for me, that my disibility is not that serious, and how that if they give me accommodations it wouldn't make sense since the job is basically so demanding. NTM, if I can't be signed by the 25th it will count against me. Essentially punishing me for something I can not control. They asked me to resign. So I said hmm, I'll think about it. When I didn't email my trainer back all day, she emailed me, saying to remember to send her an email about me resigning. After thinking about it and talking to friends about the situation, my witness heard the whole conversation on Teams cause I played it out loud on my work PC. We all agreed this was discrimination and coercement to get me to quit. Mainly, they didn't want to fire me because it would openly be discrimination. Instead, they wanted to make it seem like I quit on my own.

So I replied to the email stating everything that was not okay in a professional manner, along with how I didn't appreciate how I was spoken to and that it was disgusting and not okay. I said everything they said to me in email names included int he conversation. I was not playing that shit with them. While I got an apology for it, it just doesn't seem right for a big business to do that, so I contacted my state discrimination department, and I'm also trying to get an appointment for the EEOC so there can be a double investigation and eventually get this to court. Yeah like I said a total shit show but hey the company I worked for probably thought I was stupid and wouldn't report this. Fat chance...they barked up the right tree. I'm so over people using me as a punching bag. So fuck it taking this to god damn court...the audacity to be that bold too.


Other than that, my personal life is great. I have been spending more time with friends and my husband,

Which was been good for my mental health despite what my job is doing. It think life could be worse yuh know.

I've really been into playing REPO alone or with friends; it's just so much. With friends, it's hilarious af to see them go nuts with the monsters while I'm just collecting quota. But alone, I get to hog all the upgrades LMFAO. So fun times indeed!

some personal art, though I  definitely post my personal stuff here

 Something that's been on the back burner was a piece I did last year, if I'm not mistaken... It was a lot to clean up. I was working on this on and off but finally got it done. It's a pretty piece for me and my husband. I was trying some new things, and I learned a bit, but I'm happy with the results.

Some chibi hubby doodles,  nothing says lovings like this man flippin' the bird for no reason. Also a lil funny of me getting what I want AKA my husband's soda after he orders food.

 

This lil chibi and 3 icons were done in gimp, therei s something I love about how it handles colors and the brush functions, I want to experiment more with gimp. If only people gave gimp a little bit more credit fr... its a fun and FREE program. People say it's hard to use or you just can't make art with it, but it sounds like a skill issue to me. Or rather, folks just listening to elitists folks' opinions and not trying it for themselves. Anyhoots, I enjoy toying with the program from time to time, and I love what came out of it for me.





These bottom icons were done in clip paint studio, and I gotta say it was an interesting experience. I like to try software I get as gift ( I mean it was free for me, so why not). For some reason, folks really like these icons. I'm not sure why, but if you like it, I love it. I just used to pen brush, pray brush, and air brush



And lastly, I did an out-of-the-blue doodle of my son just sitting, and I really loved this cause I rarely share my full body, and I'm getting more confident with sharing them. I hope to draw some more in the future.
I have a bunch of concept art for new ocs and stuff I want to get done. Like my roblox oc that I play with my husband in games with. But I actually have to finish the sketches and render them. Among other oc concepts I wanna get done. But posting on social media for me has kinda be a bummer with my art.




I will say that when I think about art online, it feels really weird to me now. It doesn't seem as fun anymore, and it doesn't seem as fun to post publicly, either. Mainly on social media because I do love my website above all. I think what I miss is the actual interactions with other artists and genuine connections through art. I'd love to get back into art trades and whatnot personally or even gift art, but man....IDK its not like it used to be, and I feel I can't just draw gift art for someone I don't know, even if I like their oc or think it looks super cool 
=-=;;; welp

One website I am thinking of cutting off is infact FA (furaffinity).  I have been here for so long but... I really do not care for the site anymore. I don't think I want to be on fa anymore. It seems so unforgiving and dead; no one comments much, and folks just fave bomb like it's Twitter or something. It's not really encouraging to want to post there. I am going to think about it because, personally, I want to move on from that website fr. But it really is the only place I get commissions from atm. But even then, it's not really encouraging to post. I'm currently disabling it and taking a break from it.

I still enjoy my Tumblr and my Instagram, so who knows? Online spaces are what you make them, and so far, those 2 are okay for me for rn.





Well, other than work, my personal life rambles and art. I hope to use my journal a lot more now for updates. I have very much been neglecting it here but... yuh know life.

Saturday, February 1, 2025

happy new year

Current Mood: 💫 Busy
Listening to: Vira - I don't care
Watching: Party Monster
Reading: Fanfiction
Playing: Obscura
Eating:  Sushi
Drinking: Jasmine tea





I didn't get to say Happy New Year, but life has been very busy and happy. I have so much positivity going on and I'm so grateful for the ones in my life right now.

short update but hey what can I say life has been super great!