Busy Month + Art Fatigue

★Current Mood: 💘 Loved
★Listening to: Northlane - Cypher
★Watching: Solo Leveling
★Reading: Fanfiction

★Playing: Date everything
★Eating: Fuego chicken sandwich & fries

★Drinking: cola
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What a month! It's been so busy that I'm just happy things are moving along smoothly as they can be. Loads of doctor appointments. I've been so tired health-wise that I haven't had much time for my friends at all, due to me just being exhausted and not being able to. Beyond my own personal life, of course, that is jammed packed. But I figure I'd update this journal since I've been neglecting it so much.

As for art, once again, it seems I cannot catch a break with having art blocks, or rather, some form of art level-up that frustrates me. I was actually thinking of taking a hiatus from social media to focus on my art again and see what I can actually come up with that's new and exciting with my work. I'm just not sure what avenue to take with my art., as much as I love drawing, monsters, furries, and creatures. I hope it's not actually artistically holding me back. I really hope that is not the case at all. I hope it's just boredom over drawing the same thing over again.

I haven't drawn something good for myself in over 2 months :/ It's starting to tick me off, actually, that even my own personal work is agitating me. Like I've doodled icons for myself here, but I wanted to do a bit more. Though I am learning a bit more on color theory but I want to learn more till it becomes second nature like breathing.

Ah well, gotta put in the work honestly and just push through with art to figure out what exactly is holding me back. I'd love to find a compromise, honestly. I just want to stop being so damn frustrated with my art. And not lose my passion for something I actually enjoy doing.