Opeth & Mastodon + life update

★Current Mood: 😜 Happy
★Listening to: Frances Yip -上海灘

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I am so hyped!

Went to a Mastodon/Opeth concert Tuesday and it was amazing!!!!

Here are some photos(credit to me) and videos ^.^ (credit: Kish for snagging them I was too busy headbanging and my phone is trash.)

 

I was so happy to actually go to this considering these are both my favorite bands. When Blood and thunder came on I legit blacked out and started moshing. The entire floor turned into a mosh pit my god it was amazing.

Here is the song that turned the floor into one big pit

So a lot is changing for me.

Still settling into my apartment and I start my new job mid-may and have 6 weeks of training. So stress off my back.

As for my art, I have hit a huge art block where my critical eye is moving faster than my hands can keep up so at this point. So I'm going back to fundamentals and relearning myself. I get these patches often but eh this time I'm going to work through it vs feel anxious about it and default.

I also left Twitter as a platform. I'm not comfy with elon musk owning it and tbh this has been a long time coming. I just don't care for the platform and decided to just use my personal discord as a gallery and start reposting on deviant art, Instagram, and furaffinity. Also, my personal website is the main hub. I've always had my love-hate for Twitter and solely been planning to leave regardless but man did that elon shit just make my choice absolute.

Hopefully, my work can evolve more now.

Sleepy Kitty.... Zzzzzzzzzzz

★Current Mood: 😓 Tired
★Listening to: The Birthday Massacre - Red Stars
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I am growing so tired of not feeling secure or being able to settle after my move. Things are covered for a certain amount of time but then what yuh know... I can't shake the feeling of dread. I can't tell if it's actual dread of the future or just dread because I like to plan ahead with certainty. I hate not knowing what it is.

Currently trying to find a job to have a more sure stable income. I can not count on commissions because I can not count on my mental health and that's not something I am willing to gamble on right now.

On a positive note, I will be going to my first furry con this summer and doing artist alley so that's nice! So all I  have to do is make some original content for sale, get stickers and prints ready and I'm good to go! I just feel so happy I'll be going to my first ever con within distance too. YAY!

But yeah this big ol floof is tired af.... I need a break and some much-needed TLC....