See you next week hoochies!

★Current Mood: 😍 Excited
★Listening to: Kamiyada+ - Mistake (Prod. ZCR)
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YES FUCKIN YES!!!!

FINALLY THE DAY IS HERE!! I SEE MY LOVE AFTER MONTHS FROM OUR LAST VISIT!
AN IN A FEW HOURS I GET TO SEE THEM!!!!

I still have stuff to pack sadly.....I have yet to pick out my outfits other than packing accessories and one pair of pants...but yuh know I got way too excited. An I needed to get my hair done last minute....Having a mom who is a professional hairstylist ain't all its cracked up to be..... My cornrows got my scalp bumpin something fierce....sheesh  

Now that the majors are out of the way, I can at least get some sleep and do what I gotta do early in the morning @_@;;;;;;;

I will see you guys next week..I need this break to fuck off for a bit. But once I'm back its back to working on commissions. I'll be sure to take some pictures, this weekend is sure to be a damn blast! No contact with me though. I ain't answering my phone nor replying to messages...it's me and my boo time. Time for fun and HOE-tastic adventures!  HAPPY HALLOWEEN MY SPOOKY BITCHES!!!!

FULLY VACCINATED BABY!

★Current Mood: ❓ Thoughtful

★Listening to: Frankenstein Drag Queens From Planet 13- The devil made me do it
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So I got my second and final covid shot yesterday and I'm so happy and proud of myself. I didn't really get any symptoms at all. My first shot I had nothing. The second one I did have semi sore and I got tired and took a nap. Thought when I woke up I was normal which was literally at around 10 pm even though I got my shot at 3:30pm. At least now I'm confident to just chill out with friends again and actually be able to travel now, anywhere I want to.

Counting down the days till I can see my boopie which is literally only 2 more days really. I still have to get my hair done and start packing my bags for my Saturday train ride. Gosh yes, I'm so ready for this Halloween celebration. So exhausted and I just need a break. I'm ready.

I want to start some commissions before I leave but at this rate not sure if possible until next week buuuuut I will see. I want to start 3 rendered sketch pages. Mind you they are already sketched out, so I just need to scan and color. At least start them all with color foundation and start packing by Friday. An as well as getting my hair done...so I can be outies by Saturday. Ughh I'm soooooo tired just thinking about doing all this honestly... but oh well. Just trying to make it till I leave out of NYC for a bit.

Skeet skeet skeet with all the fixins

★Current Mood: 👻 Excited
★Listening to: Set The Charge - Deviant
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Oh gosh 6 more days till I see my fave philly cheese steak oh yum!  Gonna be nice getting away from the bronx for a bit. We gon be busy...with Halloween partying/costume party, date nights and some other fun activities...yuh know HAHA

I'm just excited and trying to get some commissions done way before I see him next Saturday. But just my luck I was about to finish off one tonight before I realized my fuckin tablet pen died... good lord. Yuh know one thing I miss from working strictly traditional....I didn't have to worry about recharging supplies like I do with my tablet pen. So annoying *eye roll*

I mean traditional supplies ain't cheap but god its infuriating when you are in an art mood and your tablet pen just stops. What an art boner killer. Should be fully charged by morning but I really wanted to get that portrait comm done before this weekend, since Saturdays are my damn date nights with my boopie. But might just have to do it before and during my date.  
That's my day off but eeh I'm legit almost done so I might have too.. while I'm still in the art mood

Speaking on being an in artsy mood... I have so much to finish before 2021 on my personal traditional art sketchbook before this year is up... RIP ME....well at least pple will have something pretty to look at 

Beyond art productivity I have super into getting back into old films. I rewatched Creep show and currently watching Disturbing behavior. I haven't watched these films since I was a damn kid in the 90's. They are so good and boosting my mood since yesterdays episode of What we do in the shadows crashed it. Enjoying my old movie kick as of late though so I cant fully complain.

WTF MAN!!!!!!???

★Current Mood: 😰 Sad
★Listening to: Orgy- Chasing Sirens
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So I just finished watching season 3 episode 9 of  What we do in the shadows and I'm just in shock that Colin Robinson is dead. Like what a god damn twist that energy vampires have a life span of 100 years exactly. An now he is completely killed off from the series. This legit struck me... I have no clue what to say other than.... that I'm shocked and super sad.....jeeeez. I was hoping none of the main cast died off but that shook me more than any series yet. He was my fave vampire from the series. Granted I love all the main cast but his dry humor really helped balance out the other character's eccentric natures. The way this is carrying on... I don't know if there will be a season 4.

I noticed a small decline in the show itself after season 1 slightly into 2 and I just feel the episodes have been a bit weird after Guillermo was revealed to be part of a vampire hunter bloodline. An from there....the series just kind of seemed to get so random and kind of like vampire Seinfeld with barely any plot now. There is a ton of plot holes atm that I don't think will be fully explained. I just hope there is a season 4 and maybe things will be answered and pick up. *crosses fingers*

CHUCKY!!!!!!!!!!

★Current Mood: 😱 Excited

★Listening to: Murderdolls - Die My Bride
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So I just watched the first 2 episodes of the chucky Tv series and this shit got me rolling. I'm a huge Child's play fan, hell I even watched all the chucky movies that many think are trash after bride of chucky. But honestly, I thought they were charming. I even watched the new Child's play which I loved. But this Tv series is goddamn funny and amazing so far. I haven't been this excited for a series since what we do in the shadows. 

Like this scene alone got me 

So fucking good so happy to have a new series to watch. I actually forgot this was going to be a thing for the longest from when I heard rumors of it in the works. I kinda wish more shows were like squid games cause...I would just like to binge this series. *huffs*

Aww boo hoo puppy bitch

★Current Mood: 😈 Bitchy

★Listening to: Hole - Violet 
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Oh I love catching up with a homie only to know my ex Blackwolf is still but hurt that I dropped his ass cause he cheated on me in 2019. I swear Gotham City Halo breeds a bunch of these fucks in the alternative scene here. An so glad I left the community this year. I personally could not take all the accusations I was hearing with the community leaders that were eventually proven true. But let me not side track..back to this pup bitch. Like why are you still hung up on it? I had my suspicions since February 2019 when he kept getting gifts from some chick that seemed a bit too intimate. Then his attitude started to get cold emotionally. I'm like BET! Cause he must of thought I was stupid.

But all his friends even noticed something wasn't right and I found out officially from his best friend(now ex friend and now my bestie :p) how he lied to me saying he had to work. An what he did was go to her B-day with that chick she also knew. Telling my friend how I was busy but little did Blackwolf know she texted me and I told her I wasn't busy. Hell, even if it was commissions I could of tapped out for the day to celebrate her B-day. It's a special day after all. An it all clicked.  He told me the women worked at his job..was a lie was a college bud that lived down the block from him. What's funny is my friend kept brining me up which got the girl pissed. I love my lioness she is way pettier than me and I love the shade so much when its needed. So I left his smutty ass.

I just find it funny to this day he is still butt hurt about it enough for shit to get back to my home girl thinking the walls don't got ears. NYC is small dickhead, learn to recognize that. However, I love when people fuck me over, lie to me, and betray my trust..and their life is stagnant, fucked up, or falls apart. I'm like oooOOOOO karma got you good huh? It's devilishly sweet. An no, I ain't no saint... I can be petty after you hurt me and I love that KARMA IS THAT BITCH! Just for me 

Feel's so good when people get their just desserts! An I'm glad me and my homegurl could laugh about this at our dinner meet up. Maybe if  he was that pressed he shouldn't have cheated and been better. Could careless cause now I got the sweetest boopie ever. So my ex can suck me from the back.

ZZZZZZZzzzzz so tired so sleepy

★Current Mood: 😅 Tired
★Listening to: Rob Zombie - Return of the Phantom Stranger
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Woo gosh I'm kind of tired today despite going to bed early...well early for me, like 4 am. I usually go to bed at like 7 am or 9 am which ends my suffering for the rest of the day.  But I woke up at 12 pm and got a lot done beyond folding laundry which is one of the chore activities I hate doing the most ugh. Its so tedious. I'm already drained and I haven't even started folding my clean cloths and then to go put the last of my dirty ones in the wash...EXHAUSTED!

I watched the recent episode of What we do in the Shadows and I fucking loved it. Its so sad the season  is almost done. 2 more episodes left and here's hoping they have a season 4. I just really love this series since the movie dropped. To the point I've watched the spin offs with the British officers experiencing paranormal things and them just thinking its...like yup huh..well yuh know that's life LOL. The humor is dry but too funny in my books.

It's hard for me to get into TV series cause a lot of what I like is few to none, speaking of which here's hoping season 2 of Dracula becomes a legit thing!

Revisiting some music today to chill and relax to and I'm getting back into some oldies who's albums I used to own. I don't have the CDs anymore cause I been lost them around 20-21 years old 

 

 

I really miss my CDs of these groups but eh Spotify provides. But gosh I miss popping my CDs into my portable CD player and going about my day. I don't miss the CD skipping tho lmfaoooo so perks of  advancements.

I am legit counting down the days till October 30th. I can not wait to see my partner ;u;!!  I miss THEEEEEEEEEEEEMZ! I kinda want to doodle him a traditional gift so they can have honestly. Not sure if I have time between commissions though and a possible Halloween piece of our sonas in the costumes we gonna wear. I WILL SEEEEEEEEE!

In the meantime, I have a few more things to add to my bio page and images to collect from my folder for my other pages. So.. woof..then off to drawing. I hope to finish one portrait commission that's been on my queue for months. It's legit 95% done I'm just fussing over minor details. No shock there I'm anal as hell with paid work... it is what it is. But it's looking amazing so far. Check out the wip so far

Not sure what's bugging me but I will figure it out..

Antywayzzz time to go fold clothes 

Then work arts...for me personally 

Ahh yuh know , your casual night walker!

★Current Mood: 😏 Naughty

★Listening to: Systems of a Down - Innervision
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So I stayed up till 2 pm today and woke up at like 7pm. So guess who was bad and fucked up their sleep schedule again pffft. That's right, this chicken head right huurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Oh well I guess I can at least doodle some personal work and play some vidyuh gamezzz before I force my self to sleep by 3am =w=;;

On a cooler note... my long time homie Wiseman introduced me to this music artist called Saul Williams and I am obsessed with this man's music. Some of his songs go from death grip to NIN vibes real quick and its all I could ever ask for!!!

Like checka dis!

Like its so damn good and I'm severely hooked on his stuff. I've been spamming his albums like crazy for the past 2 days.

ALSO GOT MY COMMISSION FROM AN ARTISTS WHO'S ART I LOVE SO MUCH! I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO FINALLY CATCH A SLOT. BUT GOD DAMN THEY MADE MY OC RODNEY LOOK SO SEXY AND DOWN RIGHT THE MOST AMAZING RENDITION OF HIM I HAVE SEEN YET. LET ME LE HUMP 

Like look at the details and muh boiz kinky thick curly hair. You know my smutty ass looking at that curly treasure trail. Wooooo lemme calm down. Like the over all composition is just astounding to me and I know I can fully trust that my ocs, themes, and oc ethnicity coding are in good hands with this artist. *chef's kiss*

There is 2 versions of him and gosh when mighty-whydah opens again, you know my ass gonna be first in line. NO DOUBT!!

 

And an extra treat this was a wip before the finished two above.

Look how she done sexified muh boi!!!

Oh god I love I love!

What a great day!

Anyways gonna go be an art hoe for a bit tonight!

Back at it again! Hello my void dwellers!

★Current Mood: 😎 Accomplished
★Listening to: The Birthday Massacre - Red Stars
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Gosh...Still working on this journal of mine but I finally revived it after 3+ years with a new look that's way more me and very vintage to the era of inter-webs I grew on. Also guess who still remembers how old-school LiveJournal was set up and coded my own journal as such. Ain't that neat!!! It has some obvious personal quirks but the posting set up is some what the same. An as close as I am going to get with this site. I feel super good that I still know how to html code like back when I had an angel fire and Myspace. Ahh the good ol days of  showing your personality on your own webpage. Glad to have that shit back.

Anyhoots... this thing is still under construction, but my main self bio page is done. Took me 4 days worth of html coding. But it was so worth it. It is so cringe but I am finally free. It is completely me 110%. Not saying I cant be me elsewhere,  but there is a time and place. I can't really be wild on my art site set up like a gallery. NTM my main site's blog is solely for art in real time so can't be talking on there, mudding my art posts with irl life blabber. Twitter is the same for me all art now and I was never a fan of word limits and lack of customization. Lets not forget the constant over stimulation of feed. I'm way  too easily over stimulated and drained with social media as a whole. So this is my personal home for anything goes. A true big kitty den!

So some life updates since I got that out of the way.
Health issues aside I am doing much better..thank goodness but I'm definitely talking it easy more and having a set work schedule instead of working hours straight on commissions and personal art.  I have been taking way more breaks because in all honesty...it wont work out for my health in the long run both mentally and physically. Been working  on my comms and personal art at a good healthy speed, and so far so good!

On a lighter note I got my first covid vax this month and my next dose is on the 26th of this month :p *wiggles*
It just feels so good to be able to go out without fear again. Hell, even now I'm still masking up despite the shot.

I was able to see my main chika Lioness this past Friday! Twas a nice dinner outing filled with tom yum ramen, rainbow rolls, eel dragon rolls, pork bun sandwiches, Cn fried chicken, and delish plum wine. The meet up was much needed and I missed her soooo much. Haven't seen her since my birthday this  past January. This pandemic got us stupid bro.. but at least we were able to chill and chat it up at our fave meet up spot, Ajisen Ramen.

An here is the best part of this month I get to see my babes kish for the Halloween weekend. They are gonna look so handsome in their red devil ghost face mask. I'm gonna be a juggalo..I know anticlimactic but..hey I love em.  WOOP WOOP! I'm just so excited to meet their family and their cats!! And to have some quality time with my fave boopie! It's much needed and I miss him so much. So excited and that's keeping me going through such a hard month.

Beyond that I need to catch up on my shows and more spookie youtube vids. I missed this weeks what we do in the shadow tv series  and missed a few of my face paranormal channel updates. So I'm living good with some content to watch.




In other news when it comes to art practice, I have been toying with these Photoshop brushes I created a few months back.  Making the settings as workable and possible and I think I figured it out. This is just a wip doodle I may or may not finish but its just a random kitty and bird icon. been eye balling master artists like Ruben and some master paintings for that brush feel and I'm getting there slowly with my brushes  0.< .....In time!

but anyways... tootles for now! Time to work more on this journal=^.^=
I'm so excited to be using my journal as a perma safe home for myself/irl life.