★Listening to: RAMIREZ. - 100 Bars & Gunnin (Prod. Kendrick)
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Gave it a long big THINK! and I'm going to get testosterone behind my folks back. It's not like the changes will be drastically noticeable. I already grow intense body hair among other things due to the fact I already produce a heavy amount of testosterone normally. I grow a beard and stash already that I have to shave every damn 2-3 days, so not much will heavily change. It's my voice that will really let them know something is up... but the deed will already be done.
At this point I'm almost 30...and I'm not gonna live the rest of my life in fear of my cultures..in fear of abandonment by family..none of that. I already know my family now has an attachment to me. An even when I get T and change a bit.. I'm the only one that cares for my family being the oldest and will take care of them when they need it. So I know I'm depended on in that right ...so that's one ace in my corner.
I'm gonna be checking out this place at the lgbtq+ bronx center which I know a few other trans niggas irl told me about this place. But I ain't think to actually look into this place until now untill my partner pointed out this place close to me again. It ain't too far from my crib either. So I'm gonna take a look into this by giving them a call today. Wish me luck!
At this point I'm almost 30...and I'm not gonna live the rest of my life in fear of my cultures..in fear of abandonment by family..none of that. I already know my family now has an attachment to me. An even when I get T and change a bit.. I'm the only one that cares for my family being the oldest and will take care of them when they need it. So I know I'm depended on in that right ...so that's one ace in my corner.
I'm gonna be checking out this place at the lgbtq+ bronx center which I know a few other trans niggas irl told me about this place. But I ain't think to actually look into this place until now untill my partner pointed out this place close to me again. It ain't too far from my crib either. So I'm gonna take a look into this by giving them a call today. Wish me luck!
